Tears In Heaven

First time I exposed to this song was the rehearsal of charity night in UUM organised by DPP SME Bank.
It was sang by Rian and Emil, two cute and handsome Indonesian guy.

Without knowing the lyric , I enjoy they play the music in acoustic way.. 

Soft, warm and touching

They told me it is the song special dedicate to two UUM students which pass away in an accident that report in the newspaper.

                 Emil&me                                 Rian&me


After coming back from there, I search for the original version
I love both of the version
Especially, when Emil, the guitarist told me bout the story behind this


A father dedicated this song to his son. His son fall down from the stair and pass away in aged of 5.
To memorial , he compose this song.
It make me cry every time I listen to this song that.


[Beyond the door, there's peace I'm sure]
RIP

Would you know my name 

If I saw you in heaven 

Will it be the same 

If I saw you in heaven 

I must be strong, and carry on 

Cause I know I don't belong 

Here in heaven 

Would you hold my hand 

If I saw you in heaven 

Would you help me stand 

If I saw you in heaven 

I'll find my way, through night and day 

Cause I know I just can't stay 

Here in heaven 

Time can bring you down 

Time can bend your knee 

Time can break your heart 

Have you begging please 

Begging please 

(instrumental) 

Beyond the door 

There's peace I'm sure. 

And I know there'll be no more... 

Tears in heaven 

Would you know my name 

If I saw you in heaven 

Will it be the same 

If I saw you in heaven 

I must be strong, and carry on 

Cause I know I don't belong 

Here in heaven 

Cause I know I don't belong 

Here in heaven 

Thanks to my fren who brought me there, Mr.Kennie. =)

my 17 Jan 2011 ^^

A very meaningful day then starts in this year..

I went for blood donation ^^

 I nearly pass the test ~~

Or else I could not proceed for the blood donation d..

luckily is alright.. the doctors and nurses are kind and nice

They are so caring =]  [at least for me ]

Other than, celebrating my friend's birthday in advance

It was so unexpected than she is in Kampar 

so sudden.. thus, V just have a small gathering 

I think everyone enjoy that.

Not forgotten, is my daddy birthday as well..

celebrating with him in advance as well..

but, V din snap any photo tat day..

never mind.. I still miss him ^^

Happy birthday to him.. my lovely one =)

Action needed more than words

I really need to wake up from that

Only I realise I am so much far from what I expected , from what I want

What happen to me.. I doubt....

I should pick up from now..

NO MORE joke on myself..

It is all bout my future, my dream, my fate...

The important things that should remind myself..

"Look Your Way, And get Your Path"

I don't wanna miss my dream!!

shopping

It had been long time that I din go for shopping ^^

ya, try to get some new stuff for myself..

and spot for sum new colthes for CNY as well

                    I like the cartoon shirt ^^                           it looks cutie~~ i know it wasn't my style

              is a dress.. Not bad[but I din't bought it]     dress which suitable to go for dinner or ball

                  this one looks more younger ^^                       this dress looks like OL I think

   

                  the shirt with short pant                                       then I change it with the skirt 

                       Cora said this set not bad                          this one with short pant.. too tied for me

                         I like this pant actually                                   Looks like an angel I think .. ^^

             waao, is sexy.. I dun think I will wear this out        this look a bit mature~~  XP

cute Tee with flower dress ^^ I like this one

yea... shops a lot [perhaps its consider window shopping as I am not the one who bought a lot XP]

Only manage to go for 2 level although the original plan is to walk around the whole complex ^.-

then , We watched Tron before we leave the complex =)

Of course, dun forget to hav a meal before going bec home to have a rest ^^

my Tomyam mihun

[she is complaining that I always order spicy food, no choice ~~ as I like it so much  ^^]

            hav my honey drink =)                               and also , gotta.. My frenz who shop a lot , Cora ^.-

发现爱已消失时/ when Love gone

最近总被许多因为情伤而伤害自己的。。

心里总是不停的揪了一下

这天，我又到［蔡康永］的部落格游览了。

看见这个帖，不知觉的，就把它转载在自己的部落格了。

there are lots of report regarding commit suicide recently
I was feeling so upset every moment when I go through those news
today, I go through Cai Kang Yong's [an artist in Taiwan] blog
I like the post so much and decide to share it in my blog as well

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突然发现爱已消失时,往往无比错愕,不懂发生了什么。
when we realize that love is gone, we may be so panic, not sure what is going on.

这时,虽也可百般逼问,但逼问恐是徒增难堪而已。
At this moment,although we would always forcing ourselves to find out the problem, it just upset us.

我对此刻的建议是：坐下深呼吸,闭目回想当初这爱降临时,其实也是何等的不明白没道理。
I suggest to close our eyes and take a deep breathe at this moment, revise that the very first moment the love arrive, is how unreasonable.

怎么来就会怎么去,这样悠然回首后,也许能醒悟爱的本质毕竟如此,然后放开了.
How its come and how its gone, after all this, we should awake this is the nature of love, and let go then.

摘自http://blog.sina.com.cn/caikangyong

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是的，它怎么来，就让它怎么去吧～

p/s:the translation is done by me, sorry that it might be a bit different from the original meaning of it. 

[as I got limited vocab, I had try my best]

hectic week

Ya, having a hectic week past weekend

not only for assignment and presentation

Had also hold two big show in the weekend

For sure it is so tired

anyway, it does had a lot of fun as well =)

ya.. we had invited Michael Wong to do the sharing in our campus 

(DARE TO DREAM bring by Guidance and Counseling unit)

the committees.. =)

the special guest of the day

on the left pic: Michael Wong

on the right pic: (from left) Mr.Pheah Kai Suen(counselor),

Lee Sheng Wang, Kow Kwan Yee ( the guests), Lai Mei Jay (the MC)

We get the chance to snap photo with him after the event as well =)

On friday, 19 Nov 2010

being the mc with jian wei (first time being partner with him)

first time to hold a show with 300 ppl as well

snapping pic with performer and participant as well =)

snapping pictures with sister and friends at the backstage

         

First time to style up like that

Most of the friends can't recognize me for the moment..

campaign

Ya, I just end my campaign YESTERDAY ( since now is ady 1.00am)

Time pass.. I started to treat something just as drinking water.. ( I think)

usually,
I will be nervous for the presentation
I'd had butterflies on the progress on the presentation
I'd be panic when being evaluate...

But, these few times..
I just take it as a normal presentation and just do what I should supposed to do..
Is it I underestimate the evaluation of lecturer and tutor..?
I doubt what make me change..

Anyway..
I do enjoy the whole campaign..
Although I should said it is not success as I want to..
But ..
I try to participant in every section we have
And only then I get FUN and ENJOY..

I think sometimes
 view a success and failure as a third person will make us loss the passion in participate the event
perhaps..
At the moment
Just enjoy what It Is..

Skill need to be sharpen, Content is what we should learn..
At least I learn something from the topic =)

There is something that we should learn in every lesson..
I learn to be ENJOY in every moment today ^^
and IT FEEL GREAT .. NO DOUBT guys =)

Plan

We use to plan when we wanna do something

But how far can we plan?
A week?A month?A year? A decade?

We always try to plan as well as we can
But we dun actually can plan as well as we want

sometimes, an incident that happen will just screw all the plan up..
So, how well we can plan??

Sometimes, I do believe that the BEST PLAN is to be UNPLANNED
Stay clear with the OBJECTIVE and the GOAL of life..
I'm sure they will bring us to the destiny we want..

Not much plan needed..
HEART & PASSION needed the most ^^

p/s: there are people who dun plan at all as well..

sharing

having a great day hanging out outside
meeting a lot of people and friends
It is a great moment
as everyone I met inspire me something towards life,culture and dream

You will never know when you are inspiring someone by just a simple sharing
It DOES
Someone may felt guilty and humble
as Ones don't believe that their story will inspire others
Everyone does

Story is the most influential tools to affect people (at least it works on me (= )

I get touch and I get motivated ^^
Thanks you for the story and experience sharing
Someday somehow .. Who knows that is my turn to inspire YOU =p

那一种被拖着走的感觉

记得很久以前看过一段成龙的专访

那时   他很无奈的说他有累的时候

但时间却没办法让它停下来

他必须不断地向前走

那时有一种摸不着头脑的矛盾

怎么自己想走、想停、想放缓的权利和力量都没有呢？

原来  责任是这么样的一回事

既然你扛起了  就地把它完成

无论你有多么的疲惫

担下的就应该要完成

身体累了、心里累了

为了责任而工作

为了工作而工作

就像一朵缺水的花儿、一只缺氧的鱼儿

很悲哀、亦无奈

这种感觉就像是我们常说的

“像一只牛被别人拖着走”

自己无法掌握自己的步伐

只有被时间主宰我的去向

All About G

suddenly to get curious about G

G is not a simple life

meet through a lot of obstacles in life

I wonder how G can go through all of these

An idea came across my mind

I would like to have a interview session with G

To get a chance to expose more about G

It could be a big challenge to me 

I know there will be not easy to complete this mission

But

It is my mission to bring the voice of G to others

To feel respect

To be fair to all human life

This is what I think

I can do for G

Holiday

Having a break during pass weekend

supposedly

I should work in the shopping complex to complete my service hour

but 

I　 din't

I choose to spend some times at home

doing nothing

just to stay at home

play around with my little sister, Jia Rong

chat with my little brother, Junyi

And also watching the drama until late night together =)

haha..

not regretted to do so

I enjoy my holiday

at first my parents urged me to complete the service hour that i had odd as soon as possible..

But

my little sister claim that I always forget to spent sometimes with family

instead of just running out station and doing others things else

Ya, 

thats why I pick up my mind now

YUP YUP

instead my dear little sister is right

I should spent some times with them

there had been long long time that I din't have pillow talk with them

I miss the holiday

I like the holiday I had for recent

^_^

Thanks to my dear , Jia Rong

hope she get well prepared for her exam soon

I sure she will do her best =)

carry

As we grow 

there are getting more and more things to be carry

with that we starts to be loaded

with that

we started to move slower and slower

I wonder what are the motivation for people like us

picking up so many things to loaded ourselves

I wonder how can a man like us 

carrying on so many things on our journey 

while

where we need to left all the carries at the end of this journey

Phew~

this is why we said..

Man is such a Complicated living things

although we are so called the most intelligent living things on earth

we are still lost in this miserable journey

as what my friend told me

it is because we are still NOT AWAKE from the DREAM

yup...

everyone carries those things with purpose 

and everyone is doing it with different motive

no matter how many things we are carrying on this journey 

no matter how different we are with others...

I would say

no matter how tired we are

DON'T ever forget to carry OURSELVES in this journey

no matter how loaded it is 

no matter what happen around 

don't ever forget to carry ourselves

 as he or she  is the one who will with us at the end of the journey

carry others, not to forget carry ourselves

care for ourselves before we have more to carry others

politician

Politician

 always need to attend a lot of event

always need to show your faces to public

always act you are care for your citizen

always pretend to be a good person,good leader

Politician

always give media an official answer

always give a grandma/ grandpa story on what they did

always clarify what people misunderstood

always explaining how the problem become like that

People

always urge politician to show their face

so that they know politician are present

People

always need politician to hear to them

so that politician would do something on it

People 

always need politician to act properly

as a man, as a leader

coz they are representing for US

Media

always need a short answer from politician

so tat they can have more space for imagination

Media 

don't like grandma/grandpa story from politician

because it WASTE space

Thats why it is not easy to be politician

when you ARE

please make sure you satisfied all

no more what so called

YOURSELF

but is

OURSELVES..

coz POLITICIAN belongs to PUBLIC