11/23/2009

孤单的巴士之旅

  人总是害怕孤单的吧!不知道会有多少人认同这一句话呢?而我认为,其实孤单并不是想象中的可怕。在不同的角度去诠释着两个字,会有不一样的味道地。

  今天,一个人在回来的巴士上想了很多东西。以前,妈妈很担心我一个人搭巴士,她总说一个女孩子搭巴士很不安全。。但,我却认为在搭巴士的时候,确实很宁静,很安全的。

  当然,我认同妈妈说的一个人在人群中搭巴士的确是危险的,但在心里层面来说,确实非常安全的吧?

  一个人搭巴士的时候,可以非常的安静,尽管身边有着许许多多的人在你的眼前穿梭。。可以不和对方打眼色,不与对方打招呼,不必与对方哈拉一番。。自己想干吧就干嘛,可以放纵一下。。真心,真诚地对待自己一下。。。

  一个人的时候,可以不用估计别人的眼光,也不会计较自己在其他人面前会留下什么样的印象,因为下车之后,也不会和其他人碰头了,就是一班擦肩而过的陌生人。就这样,人的防备心会慢慢的写下,流露出最自然最真的自己了。

  以前自己也很害怕一个人的做着一些事情,一个人的等待,觉得那是可怜的,沮丧的,孤独的。。但随着年龄的增长,在面对孤单的时候,也开始有了不一样的体验和感触,或许也因为这样,才察觉原来自己已经不一样了,难道这就是所谓的成长吗?

  现在的自己,觉得一个人的时候,原来是可以很轻松的,也是最舒服的。。因为这时候的自己,是完全的属于自己的,在自己的世界里,不管你在做什么,没有人会来干扰你。(多么想这时候手机也不在我身边)我喜欢在一个人的时候,带着耳机听着歌曲,眼光投射在车窗外的风景,此时的脑袋是防空的,成醉在自己的世界里。。

  KW 也对我说过,他喜欢在一个人搭巴士的时候,思索着人生的意义,人与世界的形成,他喜欢那种沉思的感觉,他说,只有在一个人搭巴士的时候,他才有那样的机会做这样的事。

  是的,当下的我是多么认同这一句话阿!

  我个人认为,人总是害怕面对孤单,因为在面对孤单的时候,就必须要面对内心的自己,因为害怕面对内心的自己,所以便害怕面对孤单了。

  一个人度过了巴士上沉思的旅途之后,心中是充满喜悦,仿佛是因为在下车的时候,我也弄清楚了我的下一站会在什么地方了。
 

11/19/2009

The day of appreciation

well, this tuesday we having an weekly activity in campus
this time
Meishan have a suggestion to have the Day of Appreciation
so that
all of us start to appreciate everythings and person around us
That a really good idea..
N we plan for it !

this week acticity really make all of the members of YXY tired..
we have a lot of preparation for this day activity..
v start busying preparation from the day before the activity until the day of the activity
just have one words to describe this..
TIRED!!
BUT
IT IS WORTH WHEN IT DOES A GREAT JOB!
haha :)



Valentina and I prepare the material for sushi..


:P  woohoo.. sushi that we try for it! nice, right?!



woo...  all of this cut one by one


thanks to allen and peinyin! :)



Meishan prepare for the vegetable salad for us:)



Yup
That day, everyone does share their story sincerely
I got a oppurtunity to get to know the other side of the story of each of the friends I meet that day
The story that I ever know..
The love that touch everyone's heart

It make me experience another kind of story
although I din really join their past
but i can experience the love that everyone does share
It warms our heart very much since there are vert rare time we can share this

of course
I wish I could share the story that I have heard to share with everyone here
maybe
I could just write it in a story style..
so everyone of us that din't attend the activity could still have the chance to experience the warm
:)

this could be the homework I gave to myself
and it will take sometimes to complete this

-.-


huh.. loooks..everyone making their own sushi and popia seriously



after everyone busy


yaa.. itchiban neh!!
:)

11/11/2009

Sasanaraka trip in Taiping


Last Saturday
I went to taiping and have a visit of the Sasanaraka.

Wao
just like my senior told me before
it is really a nice place!!

It is as nice as a resort
A very good place for relaxation..
A nice place for learning..
A peaceful place where you can calm your mind
far away from the urban area..
A place you can throw out all the burden..

for sure..
this is a best venue I ever have to learn the teaching of buddha..
:)


it is surroundded by the water.
It is not allow to enter this area.
we are so lucky to get the permission and enter to this area to have a look.



We have a nice view from top of the hill.
this is snap from the open shrine hall.




we are so close to nature , there are so many flora around.



We can even do chanting at here..
a peaceful place to cool our mind.
nice right?? -.<



haha, as i mention.. it is so close to nature..
no high tech's escalator nor evalotor.. ok??!!
we have to move to one place to others place by walking through a lot of..
STAIRCASE 


we have a shot with MR.Goh before we leave Sasanaraka.

p/s:

do snap a lot of photo with Ginny on the way to Taiping.
Coz V can't sleep on the way to Taiping..
Everyone say I a bit abnormal that day.
Mental problem , kot! haha



Of coz, do a lot of self snapping in the train also..
my senior blaugh at me -.-
(wearing the straight line jacket + square box bag)
he said me look weird with that
LOL!! -.-'''

Anyway, I do enjoy the trip very much..
Although it is really tired after coming back from Taiping..
As I din sleep well for the previos day.

Have to thanks to Sky's frens also..
They are very tired as well..
bringing us to here and there..
Thanks to Sky, Si Yuan and Zhi Bin.
Thanks you very much!!
DOMO ARIGATO KOZAIMASU

11/03/2009

trail of the paNda

  Today, we have a movie review in the gathering on YUE XIN YUAN. We watch a movie named TRAIL OF THE PANDA. Do you watching this movie before? Hm, I just get the chance to watch this movie recently when recommended by my senior. Well, it is being tagged by this title "the most touching movie in 2009". I saw this tag line in PPS Stream.

  Maybe because of the tag line it show, I'd make a very high expectation to this movie. I made a lot of imigination before watching this movie. But, after watching it until the end.. it din't really touching my soul. It seems a normal flim for me. hm.. this is what the feeling of me after watching this movie.

  Well, after watching the movie , we have some sharing... for sure, I din share my true opinion in front of public lol.. It looks so silly on me.. K..! After all, me and Sheng Wang having a small discussion among two of us. Both of us agree that the story line of the movie is more or less the same with the others topic which is related to animal. It seems to lost the origin and teh creativity about the movie.

  For me, Free Willy giving me the most impact about this kind of movie. The friendship between the kid and the wild pets and how they seperate with each others. The story line is just like the same. The different is this is the Asia production. The main actor from the movie is a very cute Japanese boy.

  Anyway, this movie does remind me to take care about our enviroment, our earth mother. It act as a reminder for all of us to protect our home, our living place. So, I strongly believe that media really play the role in telling people what to do and what to think about!
 
YA, the power of the media could be that effective, right! hehe :)