Contribution

everyone like to consider the profit and loss

before starting a business,

taking some action, helping someone..

Of course, it is a common step that everyone does

What would others say if we not considering something when we taking some action?

"why you always act as a child?!"

"why dun't you think first before you act?"

"I am speechless with what you have done!"

. . . . . . . . .

Ya, That's what people will say when we done somethings they think as STUPID..

Anyway, i think everyone of uus experience this as well..

And i think it a chance for me to experience the growth of myself

But, as I/We grow..

we measure everythings before we act..

we do every things that we think it is right..

we act when the action carry benefit for us..

YES, YES,YES!!

nothing wrong with that

with no doubt, this is what adult say as a mature thinking..

it is good if we have the chance to say No to this kind of thinking model

I experience the NO in my life for this condition.

It is not a necessary the must we should do so..

Why don't we act like what we use to be when we was like the Child?!

Doing something that I think it is nice and good

Adults like us like to considering every matter before we act

in term of money, status, power...

N we knows that benefit from relationship is the things that we cannot calculate

1+1 must not equal to 2

days by days..

I realise that education is the other things that cannot be calculated as well

spirit of something also the others things that cannot be calculated as well..

there are still many things that we can't calculated as well..

But, why we as the adults that having the mature thinking still think that the thinking model I mention above symbolize we are in the right track of MATURE?

YA, I feel tiring calculating everythings

why don't we just do follow our heart and do what should be done..

don't expect what I will get when I contribute something ..

It will probably make me gain more happiness and excitement when I get the paid

probably, we are hard to escape from calculating..

but

how if we still doing something good although we know that the paid is less??

this is what I called it as

Contribution

p/s: giving the high respect to those doing the contribution without calculating :)

《单车》。。 想念

  想一想，好久都没有抱着爸爸了，有点想念他的怀抱。那种亲子之间的感动，是一种值得回味的幸福。是的，相信爸爸也会认同的。拥抱带给人的，不只是人的体温那么的简单，包围得更是爱与关怀。今天突然很喜欢重复的听着陈奕迅的《单车》，开始想家了！

单车 - 陈奕迅

曲:柳重言 词:黄伟文 编:柳重言

制作人 David

不要不要假设我知道 一切一切也都是为我而做

为何这么伟大 如此感觉不到 不说一句的爱有多好?

只有一次记得实在接触到...

骑着单车的我俩 怀紧贴背的拥抱

* 难离难舍想抱紧些 茫茫人生好象荒野

如孩儿能伏于爸爸的肩膊 谁要下车

难离难舍总有一些 常情如此不可堆卸

任世间再冷酷 想起这单车还有幸福可惜

(任世间怨我坏 可知我只得你承受我的狂或野)

经已给我怎会看不到? 虽说演你角色实在有难度

从来虚位以待 何不给个拥抱? 想我怎去相信这一套

多疼惜我却不便让我知道 怀念单车给你我

唯一有过的拥抱 难离难舍想抱紧些 茫茫人生好象荒野

如孩儿能伏于爸爸的肩膊 哪怕遥遥长路多斜 你爱我爱多些

让我他朝走得坚壮些 你介意来爱护 又靠谁施舍

 
  这首歌让我回想起小时候爸爸用机车载着我到补习班的时候，那种画面和歌词里形容得很像，紧贴着背的拥抱，那时候就是那么用力地抱着爸爸的。慢慢的长大了，机车不在了，才渐渐发现和爸爸之间的拥抱变少了。回忆过来，和爸爸之间的拥抱，也常常是在骑机车的时候呢！
 
  近几年，离开家里到外面读书了，和爸爸的谈话更是少了又少，所以每一次要从家里回来宿舍的时候都会和爸爸妈妈来个抱抱，感受着背父爱与母爱包围的片刻。
 

  只想说：爱你，爸爸！  爱你，妈妈！

CSL?? good?

Recently have an idea to buy a spare phone to fit in my new sim card

The new hp no was bought in kampar during the DiGi campus.

have an idea to choose the hp from CSL..

some of my fren said the quality should be like china hp

some of them told me, CSL have collabration wit CITRON before.

the quality should be not bad ..

they make my mind messy now.

Anyway, plan to have a look on it tomorrow..

CSL blueberry basic- E

one of my choice for now.

It looks special..

somemore cheap.. 

haha..

特别朋友，《有你多好》

  在我朋友的部落格里看见她转摘的一篇文章，觉得很有意思，就把它转摘到这里来。文章里的一字一句，还蛮一针见血的剖析了许多男男女女的。。

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每個人身邊都有一個不是男朋友的男朋友,不是女朋友的女朋友..

你們可能相愛過，你們也可能喜歡著彼此，但是，為了什麼原因你們沒能在一起？

也許他為了朋友之間的義氣，不能追你。

也許為了顧及家人的意見，你們沒有在一起。

也許為了出國深造，他沒有要你等他。

也許你們相遇太早，還不懂得珍惜對方。

也許你們相遇太晚，你們身邊已經有了另一個人。

也許你回頭太遲，對方已不再等待。

也許你們彼此在捉摸對方的心，而遲遲無法跨出界線。

不過即使你們沒在一起，你們還是保持了朋友的關係。

但是你們心底清楚，對這個人，你比朋友還多了一份關心。

即使不能跟他名正言順的牽著手逛街，你們還是可以做無所不談的朋友。

他有喜歡的人，你口頭上會幫他追，心裏卻不是很清楚你是不是真的希望他追到。

他遇到困難時，你會盡你所能的幫他，不會計較誰又欠了誰。

男女朋友吃醋了，你會安撫他們說你和他只是朋友，

但你心中會有那麼一絲的不確定。

每個人這輩子，心中都有過這麼一個特別的朋友，很矛盾的行為。

一開始你不甘心只做朋友的，但久了，突然發現這樣最好。

你寧願這樣關心他，總好過你們在一起而有天會分手。

你寧願做他的朋友，彼此不會吃醋，才可以真的無所不談。

特別是這樣，你還是知道，他永遠會關心你的。

做不成男女朋友，當他那個特別的朋友，有什麼不好呢？

你心中的這個特別的朋友...?

是誰呢？

很多的感情，都因為一廂情願，最後連朋友都當不成了。

常常覺得惋惜，可惜一些本來很好的友情。

最後卻因為對方的一句喜歡你，如果你沒有反應，

這一段友情似乎也難以維持下去，

這也難怪有些人會因此不肯踏出這一步。

因為這就像是一場賭注，

表白了之後不是成了男女朋友，

要不就連朋友都當不成了。

有些事不是你能預料的，或許對方不在意，

你們還可以是朋友，但卻已經不如從前的好.=)

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  很有意思吧！说得很透彻，很真实。。 仿佛，每一个男男女女都被他赤裸裸的看穿了。。

  是的，我认同了他在字句间所透露的事实。心里头有一种复杂的心情，他怎么可以那么的轻易的看透人心呢？

  生命里，得确的出现过这样的一号人物。并不确定对他的感情，但就好像作者所说的，“也許你回頭太遲，對方已不再等待。也許你們彼此在捉摸對方的心，而遲遲無法跨出界線。不過即使你們沒在一起，你們還是保持了朋友的關係。但是你們心底清楚，對這個人，你比朋友還多了一份關心。”

  “你寧願做他的朋友，彼此不會吃醋，才可以真的無所不談。做不成男女朋友，當他那個特別的朋友，有什麼不好呢？”所以真的希望我们之间可以无所不谈，你的生活，可以不时地和我分享; 当你的身边有了另一半的时候，可以亲口跟我分享你的喜悦。

  最近的我，就很喜欢宇恒《有你多好》，或许是因为它很贴近我现在的心情吧！也很想把这首歌和这位特别朋友分享。

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歌曲名称:有你多好

演唱歌手:宇恒

专集名称:2006 YuHeng Real 创作集

回家路上经过了学校

好象没有 当年热闹

学过什么大多都忘了

却还记得 你的微笑

关于爱情我们都想得太好

总是在伤害中才学会思考

那次分手你曾让我暂时的依靠

想起来原来你喜欢我比谁都糟

我们曾经说好  爱情多不可靠

所以我们不要  变成情人好不好

我们曾经说好  如果真的遇到

爱上了谁都好

记得要第一时间让我知道

如果时间不是往前跑

你在身旁那有多好

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孤单的巴士之旅

  人总是害怕孤单的吧！不知道会有多少人认同这一句话呢？而我认为，其实孤单并不是想象中的可怕。在不同的角度去诠释着两个字，会有不一样的味道地。

  今天，一个人在回来的巴士上想了很多东西。以前，妈妈很担心我一个人搭巴士，她总说一个女孩子搭巴士很不安全。。但，我却认为在搭巴士的时候，确实很宁静，很安全的。

  当然，我认同妈妈说的一个人在人群中搭巴士的确是危险的，但在心里层面来说，确实非常安全的吧？

  一个人搭巴士的时候，可以非常的安静，尽管身边有着许许多多的人在你的眼前穿梭。。可以不和对方打眼色，不与对方打招呼，不必与对方哈拉一番。。自己想干吧就干嘛，可以放纵一下。。真心，真诚地对待自己一下。。。

  一个人的时候，可以不用估计别人的眼光，也不会计较自己在其他人面前会留下什么样的印象，因为下车之后，也不会和其他人碰头了，就是一班擦肩而过的陌生人。就这样，人的防备心会慢慢的写下，流露出最自然最真的自己了。

  以前自己也很害怕一个人的做着一些事情，一个人的等待，觉得那是可怜的，沮丧的，孤独的。。但随着年龄的增长，在面对孤单的时候，也开始有了不一样的体验和感触，或许也因为这样，才察觉原来自己已经不一样了，难道这就是所谓的成长吗？

  现在的自己，觉得一个人的时候，原来是可以很轻松的，也是最舒服的。。因为这时候的自己，是完全的属于自己的，在自己的世界里，不管你在做什么，没有人会来干扰你。（多么想这时候手机也不在我身边）我喜欢在一个人的时候，带着耳机听着歌曲，眼光投射在车窗外的风景，此时的脑袋是防空的，成醉在自己的世界里。。

  KW 也对我说过，他喜欢在一个人搭巴士的时候，思索着人生的意义，人与世界的形成，他喜欢那种沉思的感觉，他说，只有在一个人搭巴士的时候，他才有那样的机会做这样的事。

  是的，当下的我是多么认同这一句话阿！

  我个人认为，人总是害怕面对孤单，因为在面对孤单的时候，就必须要面对内心的自己，因为害怕面对内心的自己，所以便害怕面对孤单了。

  一个人度过了巴士上沉思的旅途之后，心中是充满喜悦，仿佛是因为在下车的时候，我也弄清楚了我的下一站会在什么地方了。
 

The day of appreciation

well, this tuesday we having an weekly activity in campus

this time

Meishan have a suggestion to have the Day of Appreciation

so that

all of us start to appreciate everythings and person around us

That a really good idea..

N we plan for it !

this week acticity really make all of the members of YXY tired..

we have a lot of preparation for this day activity..

v start busying preparation from the day before the activity until the day of the activity

just have one words to describe this..

TIRED!!

BUT

IT IS WORTH WHEN IT DOES A GREAT JOB!

haha :)

Valentina and I prepare the material for sushi..

:P  woohoo.. sushi that we try for it! nice, right?!

woo...  all of this cut one by one

thanks to allen and peinyin! :)

Meishan prepare for the vegetable salad for us:)

Yup

That day, everyone does share their story sincerely

I got a oppurtunity to get to know the other side of the story of each of the friends I meet that day

The story that I ever know..

The love that touch everyone's heart

It make me experience another kind of story

although I din really join their past

but i can experience the love that everyone does share

It warms our heart very much since there are vert rare time we can share this

of course

I wish I could share the story that I have heard to share with everyone here

maybe

I could just write it in a story style..

so everyone of us that din't attend the activity could still have the chance to experience the warm

:)

this could be the homework I gave to myself

and it will take sometimes to complete this

-.-

huh.. loooks..everyone making their own sushi and popia seriously

after everyone busy

yaa.. itchiban neh!!

:)

Sasanaraka trip in Taiping

Last Saturday

I went to taiping and have a visit of the Sasanaraka.

Wao

just like my senior told me before

it is really a nice place!!

It is as nice as a resort

A very good place for relaxation..

A nice place for learning..

A peaceful place where you can calm your mind

far away from the urban area..

A place you can throw out all the burden..

for sure..

this is a best venue I ever have to learn the teaching of buddha..

:)

it is surroundded by the water.

It is not allow to enter this area.

we are so lucky to get the permission and enter to this area to have a look.

We have a nice view from top of the hill.

this is snap from the open shrine hall.

we are so close to nature , there are so many flora around.

We can even do chanting at here..

a peaceful place to cool our mind.

nice right?? -.<

haha, as i mention.. it is so close to nature..

no high tech's escalator nor evalotor.. ok??!!

we have to move to one place to others place by walking through a lot of..

STAIRCASE 

we have a shot with MR.Goh before we leave Sasanaraka.

p/s:

do snap a lot of photo with Ginny on the way to Taiping.

Coz V can't sleep on the way to Taiping..

Everyone say I a bit abnormal that day.

Mental problem , kot! haha

Of coz, do a lot of self snapping in the train also..

my senior blaugh at me -.-

(wearing the straight line jacket + square box bag)

he said me look weird with that

LOL!! -.-'''

Anyway, I do enjoy the trip very much..

Although it is really tired after coming back from Taiping..

As I din sleep well for the previos day.

Have to thanks to Sky's frens also..

They are very tired as well..

bringing us to here and there..

Thanks to Sky, Si Yuan and Zhi Bin.

Thanks you very much!!

DOMO ARIGATO KOZAIMASU

trail of the paNda

  Today, we have a movie review in the gathering on YUE XIN YUAN. We watch a movie named TRAIL OF THE PANDA. Do you watching this movie before? Hm, I just get the chance to watch this movie recently when recommended by my senior. Well, it is being tagged by this title "the most touching movie in 2009". I saw this tag line in PPS Stream.

  Maybe because of the tag line it show, I'd make a very high expectation to this movie. I made a lot of imigination before watching this movie. But, after watching it until the end.. it din't really touching my soul. It seems a normal flim for me. hm.. this is what the feeling of me after watching this movie.

  Well, after watching the movie , we have some sharing... for sure, I din share my true opinion in front of public lol.. It looks so silly on me.. K..! After all, me and Sheng Wang having a small discussion among two of us. Both of us agree that the story line of the movie is more or less the same with the others topic which is related to animal. It seems to lost the origin and teh creativity about the movie.

  For me, Free Willy giving me the most impact about this kind of movie. The friendship between the kid and the wild pets and how they seperate with each others. The story line is just like the same. The different is this is the Asia production. The main actor from the movie is a very cute Japanese boy.

  Anyway, this movie does remind me to take care about our enviroment, our earth mother. It act as a reminder for all of us to protect our home, our living place. So, I strongly believe that media really play the role in telling people what to do and what to think about!
 
YA, the power of the media could be that effective, right! hehe :)

下一站奇迹

生活就是这样 （杨伟汉）

可以不可以不想
可以不可以不问
可以不可以不看
让梦想可以不可以的简单
生活就是这样
他到处充满想象
转一个弯又或许换一个方向就会有不同的景象
就会有不同的景象

     那天在工作营上分享了这一首歌，还蛮多人喜欢的，真的很开心大家都很喜欢这一首歌。这一首歌是杨伟汉在几年前的作品吧！如果没有错，应该是在2000年至2005年之间的作品了。这一首歌收录在《幸福醒了》的专辑里头。里面的好几首作品都是我很喜欢的，《脚步》，《幸福醒了》和《生活就是这样》算是我较喜欢的那几首了。可以的话，希望大家也可以听听着几首歌曲。

   回到这首歌曲，我觉得它歌词的意义与《转角处的一颗心》非常相似。在人生很烦躁的时候就是很希望听到这一类型很温馨且舒服的歌曲，因为它可以安抚那快喘不过气的自己了。

  我们常常在遇到不开心的事情的时候，总会不自觉地逃避，希望自己不再去想它，不想再听到任何有关它的事情，不想再看见有关它的事物；反之，总抱着理想主义的我们，也希望梦想可以离我们那么的近，不必花费很大的力气就能够把它牢牢的捉住。然而我们的人生就是那么的不平凡，对于那一件事情越执著，就越难得到它。它总是那么的深不可测，我们永远无法掌控下一秒即将要发生的事。或许，是时候要转变自己的心态了吧！有一句话不是那么说的吗？“当我们无法改变环境的时候，我们就应该改变自己呀！”或许我们稍微的转了一个弯，就会有意想不到的景象在等着我们呢？

  不要把自己躲在一直行驶的巴士上，或许下一个奇迹就在下一站等你呢？

weekend on 25th of oct

It was the first time to bring along my family to have a walk in the park which very close to my hostel.

My parents and sibling enjoy very much in the park.

We are really relaxing while having a nice view.

Three of us have been a long time din't snap picture together.

We snap it in the park.

3 pretty girls =.=

four of us in the picture.

Junyi,poicia(me), Jiarong, Xinru

nice! Everyone smile happily.

Lastly, thanks you to my brother, Junyi.

He had made me a curtain in my room.

he is really good in sewing.

(I admit that he is better than me , haha)

Look like I'd enjoy this weekend very much :)

how I spent my holiday

  I think this semester break would be a meaningful day for me. On 3th and 4th of october, I had attend a function in Taiping where we are having a great performance in the Dewan Perbandaran Taiping. We having a big group of choir which reach 275 number of people in a choir. It is really a great performance.ALthough i am not so sure with the effect of it, but i think it really bombared the heart of every audience inside the hall.


  well, after this performance, my senior Sis Kow had question me about the objective and the effect of this function. How far this function would affect the audience. Hm, I think she really point out some problem inside it." Well, using music as a dhamma propagation really can reach a big affect?"


  Well, she has lead me to think about this issue. Well, I think I  knew what she means. I think what she means is how this function affect the audience on the function and the most important target audience--- the participant of the function.


  Through my observation throughout the three days, ya, I agree that the participant who joining this activity is more like having fun with this activity ( including me). Hm, for my opinion, this should be a normal phenomena.Everybody seems to be more concentrate and emphasize on fun. The point question by my senior is: after everyone joining this function, what they had learn and gain? Would it help everyone to growth in the path of learning dhamma? Would it help to make the Buddhist to be stronger?


  Well, this is a realistic problem that we often facing nowadays. What I mean is not only this function. It make me think and brainstorming about the effect of a function and event. Sometimes, I found out that many people are planning a programme with the objective that we want to do a programme. We already in a blind spot. after we gain the attention from the public, actually what it is left after doing a function.


  I always believe that learning is an important issue, topic and process in everyone life. So does doing a function. If we can't learn something, then what is the point we put so much effort on it. Ya, for me the impact of the function can judge from the reponse of the audience, but the success of the event cannot be evaluate by now. It need time to prove the growth of everyone of us after joining the function.


  Hopefully, everyone of us growth from it.

happy mooncake festival

i think last minute job become my habit ady

i think it will be hard to change

just like the root of the tree hold the soil firmly

suppose i should have enough time to prepare for my last paper

but

lastly

i start my revision a day before the exam

until now

i still on the way memorising

haiz..

as a normal process of study

now should be the time to practicing with exercise

but me still left behind the second stage of study

attending, understanding,memorising, doing

why I say i still in second step

as i am memorising without 100% understanding

too bad isn't it??

hm..

always try to remind myself not too be in last minute work

but it just a remind

non-effective at all

cham -.-

anyway

i take a rest to have a walk outside

haha..

i noticing a group of our friends

are playing with the tanglung

they remind me the monncake festival

i have forgotten about this matter

as i really din't feel like having mood of festival

ya

is the reunion day in chinese tradition

but too bad

this year the mooncake festival I will not be in hometown

not celebrating with my family

as

i will be participating another big ceremony in Taiping

just wanna wish my family and friends

happy mooncake festival

and to those friends which just strat their holiday

Happy holiday as well!

another break for myself

haha..

yesterday just like giving myself a holiday..

do nothing about study

but enjoy myself for the whole day with ginny

having brunch with some of my friends in old town

after this

Tiong fetch me and ginny to the A Station

haha..

yup..

just both of us

go to the karaoke

we have a big and comfortable room..

just two of us

nobody is going to disturb both of us for holding the mic lo

haha

syoknya..

singing for 3 hours non-stop until I'am exhausted

sure..

I am having fun !!

haha..

anyway, I spent more then usual

because me and ginny have to bear the bill for 5 people..

as the minimium payment for it is 5 people..

ha.. who bother bout it lolz..'

as i just wanna have fun and release myself, right?

after finish sing k..

we snap some photo for it..

>.<

haha

then we have a walk in the westlake garden before going back

it is such a refreshing day

have a walk in a garden

get myself to be with nature

it is really comfortable

maybe

we should have a walk

when we are facing stress

I'm sure it would help much

to comfort our feeling

having memorable weekend in between the stress exam week ! syok!

it is a very exhausted week when having exam..

anyway, it was wonderful weekend for me as i having a very pleasant weekend this year..

a nice raya day for me :)

i had attend my cousin's wedding

it was a memorable day for everyone who attend the wedding..

i am sure they are  :)

here..

giving my deepest wishes to my cousin as well..

muaks..

wish you happy forver -.-

here..

sharing some of the photo with you guys..

i am sure you guys will enjoy it very much :)

my cousin and her husband  (Mr. &Mrs. Ong)

Me attending the wedding dinner on saturday night.

venue: Restaurant Poh Long, Teluk Intan

Kit (left), me (center),Man(right)

Me attending the wedding dinner on saturday night.

venue: Restaurant Poh Long, Teluk Intan

me (left), Kei (right)

Me attending the wedding dinner on saturday night.

venue: Restaurant Poh Long, Teluk Intan

Hao (left), me (right)

menu of the day -.-

couple pouring the champaign on the stage

tradition of chinesse wedding

Jom! Yum.......Sheng!!

me on the wedding dinner

took this pic after back from the restaurance

venue: home :)

The next day

i reach my cousin house at 8am morning

Ha,they reach my cousin house, waiting to fetch my cousin

venue:my cousin's house

finally, he find my cousin

everyone forcing them to kiss in front of us

N they did it !

@ sweet @

having the ritual ceremony

chinese tradition

ritual tradition where the couple need to "jing cha"

serving their parents and relative with tea

this show a kind of respect to their eldest

my cousin serving tea to her parents

the couple

look pretty and handsome

nice pic

hehe

me on the day

took this when i came back

venue: home

finally..

i wish them have a wonderful life after marry

p/s:i like this pic very much, look natural

-.-