7/30/2010

carry

As we grow 
there are getting more and more things to be carry
with that we starts to be loaded
with that
we started to move slower and slower

I wonder what are the motivation for people like us
picking up so many things to loaded ourselves
I wonder how can a man like us 
carrying on so many things on our journey 
while
where we need to left all the carries at the end of this journey

Phew~
this is why we said..
Man is such a Complicated living things
although we are so called the most intelligent living things on earth
we are still lost in this miserable journey
as what my friend told me
it is because we are still NOT AWAKE from the DREAM

yup...
everyone carries those things with purpose 
and everyone is doing it with different motive
no matter how many things we are carrying on this journey 
no matter how different we are with others...
I would say
no matter how tired we are
DON'T ever forget to carry OURSELVES in this journey

no matter how loaded it is 
no matter what happen around 
don't ever forget to carry ourselves
 as he or she  is the one who will with us at the end of the journey

carry others, not to forget carry ourselves
care for ourselves before we have more to carry others

7/28/2010

怀念



小时候 
总是幻想着自己的未来
那是多么的美好
没有太多的忧愁
就只是凭空想象 
想象着自己理想的未来,理想的生活方式 

小时候
不用去思考我的愿望有多大
不用思考我的梦想有多远
想。就对了

小时候常在想
“我要当一名老师”
“我想要环游世界”
“我要当万人迷”


小时候
似乎从来都不会说“以前”
小时候的“以前”太少
“未来”却有着许多无限可能
所以,都在诉说“未来”

长大的时候不再像以前一样
不用思考的想象
每一个目标都需要去衡量与思考

长大的时候
诉说着“未来”,也缅怀着“以前”

未来很大
直到现在自己都看不见自己未来的尽头
未来有太多的无限可能
更怀念“以前”

这种怀念夹杂着更多的知足与感恩

因为以前自己的努力
让自己能够被赐予别人欣赏的眼光
因为恩师
让自己具备了更多的条件与知识
因为伯乐
让自己发掘了自己的潜能
让自己发现了另一个可能

自己的以前
成就了现在的自己
能够接受别人给予的机会创造更多的可能

感激自己,感激老师,感激伯乐,感激战友
因为你们的出现
成就了我的以前,放大了我的未来

以前的自己
从没想过自己在这个年龄
就会一直缅怀过去
小孩时常听着老一辈诉说着“想当年”
没想到
我已开始在回想“想当年”
还是想说
这个“想当年”不是炫耀,不是回味
是一种提醒,一种知觉,一种感激

7/27/2010

涟漪

7/24/2010

politician

Politician
 always need to attend a lot of event
always need to show your faces to public
always act you are care for your citizen
always pretend to be a good person,good leader

Politician
always give media an official answer
always give a grandma/ grandpa story on what they did
always clarify what people misunderstood
always explaining how the problem become like that

People
always urge politician to show their face
so that they know politician are present

People
always need politician to hear to them
so that politician would do something on it

People 
always need politician to act properly
as a man, as a leader
coz they are representing for US

Media
always need a short answer from politician
so tat they can have more space for imagination

Media 
don't like grandma/grandpa story from politician
because it WASTE space

Thats why it is not easy to be politician
when you ARE
please make sure you satisfied all
no more what so called
YOURSELF
but is
OURSELVES..

coz POLITICIAN belongs to PUBLIC

阿布的故事19。。世界观

一位久违的朋友(到外地求学去了) 
今天
和她聊了许多
感觉自己变开了
她带我看到她所看见的世界
一个不同的视野 

独中的教育系统
对我而言
是一个注重华语教学
为华校生准备往中国或台湾留学而设的

今天
从她的分享
才晓得
独中拥有国中生没有的
世界观

她学会了中国文学,中国历史
还有一样很重要的
世界历史
那时我在国中时期从来没有接触到的

今天的谈话
还以为那是她到外国留学以后所体验到的分享 
殊不知  那是因为独中的教育
让她今天能够那样的高谈阔论
对于世界 她有着我们没有的知识

惭愧的我  大方的承认
我们(或许只有我啦) 缺乏了世界观
在一些事情的看法  变得如此的狭窄
也因为她
突然 挑起了我想了解世界的看法
去探索世界的历史
去了解这个星球上
某些人为世界作过的改变

她说
曾在报道上看过一篇文章
某个国家 一直没有办法前进
因为 它的人民缺乏了世界观

我要向世界出发
就从世界历史开始
让我了解你吧! 

7/23/2010

I am alive yet I am not survive

It is not as horror as I thought
I am still alive
BUT
I din really survive
As I din meet the objective that I want to reach

I knew today will be a hard day
yet I am prepared for that
Anyway
the BULLET today din't really much as i think
I still afford for that

It is under prediction that things will go like that
not to blame anyone
BUT 
to admit that I am lack of preparation

For me
Things can be done more than that
But I din't

I am still alive that the bullet din really kill me
though 
Lack of MOTIVATION n INSPIRATION din really make me survive

7/21/2010

Bullet

ya
We start to move
I know it is a good start
start for change
no matter it would be a good one or a bad one

NO MATTER WHAT..
i know we should move...
BUT
there is not a must that I cannot scare..

huh...
Dun know why..
Really feel scare for the moment

SCARE
for all the bullet,boom...
there will be a lot of critics, attack,opinion..

I know you guys are full of 
ANGER,FRUSTRATION

Thats why we start a move...
it is a platform for you guys to release your anger

It is OUR decision
yup
BUT
I feel like I not yet ready for all the attack
everyone is bringing all their weapons for it

Hopefully 
V can really get a solution for it

Your attend is the proof U be part of us..
part of the movement

starting from now..
I am ready for the BULLET 
although 
I am scare

7/20/2010

阿布的故事18。。茫

最近的生活
许多人都会用忙来形容我
事实上
或许不会用忙来形容自己
因为晓得
某人比我更忙碌
某人也比我在自己的岗位上更有热忱

看到某人的毅力,热忱,用心
常常会不自觉地反问会自己
到底有多用心经营自己做着的一切
才发觉自己有多么的心虚

过去的一年
自己曾经努力,用心
曾经懒散,松懈
但自己晓得并没有迷失

过去的一年
按部就班的做着自己该做的事
更随着自己敬佩的人工作

新的一年的自己
做着自己没有想过的事情
抛弃了原有的责任
走向新的人生

新的一年
自己为自己安排了3件事项
3件必须持续用1年的时间来完成的事项

这3间事项
并不是在自己盘算的计划当中的
原本
想为自己安排一个简单又轻松的生活
一个不需要背负太多责任的一年大学生活
最后
为自己编写的是一个一年紧凑的大学生活

对于自己抛下的责任
心里其实是愧疚的
对于自己选择地3件事项
一,是我进入大学以前就想做的事
二,是我从没想过在大学里要做的事
三,是我对家人付出的承诺

一,能够有机会做这件事情 我感到无比兴奋
二,懵懵懂懂的 有些事情一直令我不能释怀
三,是一个我必须要完成的使命 是我回报家里的方式

一直往前走的我
似乎已经没有办法预计自己下一个里程碑
在茫茫的大海
没有办法握紧手上的方向盘
任由船只随着风向的改变而改变

忙,盲,茫,恾
或许就是现在的我吧

7/08/2010

阿布的故事17。。味是故乡浓

  家乡味,最令人怀念,因为爸爸妈妈的味道让人很想念。
我对爸爸妈妈的记忆离不开食物。食物让我回味爸爸妈妈的温暖,亦温暖了我身体的小仓库。这些食物,陪伴了我20个年头,因为它们,才有今天的我。它是我爸爸妈妈用心经营的心血,它是我的兄弟,我的家人,我爸妈的宝贝,我们的开饭工具。。
所以食物的味道,不可能离开我生命的记忆,它是我的永存记忆,感激它陪伴我度过了20个年头=)
镇店之宝??呵呵。。就是它们咯。。(上面的)
这些都是招牌菜色。。不错吧?!简直一级棒啦!(上面的)
这是我近两年的最爱^^(面包鸡蛋)

7/01/2010

阿布的故是15。。 988

从一个听众,变成他们栽培的新人之一,感觉是兴奋得。。
或许过程中,曾经挣扎。。 但我知道,这是我想尝试的。。。
这是阿布梦想之一,如果没有尝试,或许真的会后悔。。

不要问阿布,未来你真的会否往这移行业发展,阿布没有答案。。

只能说要顺其自然,机会到了,缘份到了。。
就会知道了。。

毕竟阿布是贪心的,有太多太多的梦想。。等着被实现

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阿布的组员和老师一起的合照